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Thursday, May 25, 2017

Majlis Perkahwinan Hana Zainal & Firdaus Masnim

Assalamualaikum.
            


           Finally, its me time again. InsyaAllah hari ni rasa nak menaip tentang majlis perkahwinan sendiri. Dah 9 months I was officially became a wife to a husband. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah. Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi untuk segalanya. Menjalani kehidupan yang lebih baik dan teratur selepas kahwin. Kalau dulu makan apa pon tak kisah, sekarang makan kene fikir 2 perut. Plus perut our little baby too! 


            Syukur Alhamdulillah. We are going to be parents soon! (See how long did I take time to write an appreciation post here?? After all those conception and implantation of our baby had been occurred? HAHAHA) insyaALLAH if this is our rezki, please pray for the best in upgrading ourselves soon before/after raya this year! =)

          What can I say is, the journey to tight a knot within family was quite easy. Merisik dan bertunang done then both parents buat kata sepakat untuk nikahkan kami on 17 Sept 2016. Just WOW, time tu aku dekat dapur. Tiba2 maksu bagitau tarikh kahwin dah tetap. It was like a heavy metal bombed my face. Tarikh kahwin dah ada? Tapi I was not financially and mentally ready to get married. Then I believe, all those thing was Allah's plan, where Allah is the best planner after all. Ada duit tak ada duit, niat dulu. InsyaAllah dipermudahkan.

             FM and I knew it was going to be the most difficult stage to handle before getting married. So macam2 lah dugaan yang datang especially pasal duit. Nak kawen bukan senang ye dok. Nak pelamin, nak baju cantik, nak bunga telur and catering nowadays bukan murah-murah. But we survived at least before majlis! Alhamdulillah.
              
            Wedding preparation within 8 months. Family banyak bantu especially Mak Ayah for my side. Their excitement for this marriage was something exalted that I have never seen before despite the fact that my Mak was hospitalized for 2 weeks before the date due to blood infection and high glucose level. On that time, Mak was cool and always make funny bila kitorang tengah sedih pasal dia. Her face was devoid of sad expression. But at her back, I was the one who always cried like a child who loss her mom. 

               It was tough and stressful moment, standing alone without Mak. But I did handle it well enough and never let the stress overwhelm my whole emotion with helps of my extended family. Wedding preparation must go on right? So yeah, i didn't give up. All pelamin/baju/theme/doorgift stuff aku pilih sendiri. Apa tema aku bantai sajo ikot suka. Thank you google for always be there when I need some extra exposition of what I was searching for. 

       Not to forget, my friends out there who always support and being my personal advisers. Especially my bridesmaids, auch so glad and proud to own such a group of beautiful and hottest chicks inside the loop. You know who you are girls (Aliana, Alin, Fara, Jie, Jue, Nisak, Poe, Zana, Ada, Bibi). Thank you so much for being there on my big day and be countable when I am in need. Love you all!  I cannot express how appreciative I am for everything that you girls did for us! 


                So, dah nama appreciation post, we would like to thank you all very much for making our wedding event so special and perfect! Everyone had a great time. Everything turned out perfect! So grateful for everyone's professionalism. Here is the review post for those who turned my dream become reality:




- Thank you Kak Lin dan suami for your help and kindly act like our event planner. Thank you for your expert advises and coordinating our event. You had a hard job and you both did it very well! Pelamin so cantik with good price. Jumpa kat facebook ja, bagi salam dan dia layan sangat baik. I designed my own gown tp ended up bila nampak kak lin tengah jahit baju ni terus ON! hewhew



2) Catering : Ayu Catering and Event
- Thank you for delicious nasi beriyani set and beautiful canopy color theme as per requested. Sampai ada guest yang tanya which caterer I used. Aku balik dari photoshoot lauk habis semua k, habis distributed to our beloved neighborhood and relatives. Means the food was great and rare! We were filled and satisfied with the quality of food and beverages served. The scenery, the services, everything was perfect!

3) Photographer : Pancaran Media
- Thank you so much bro! Album pon dah dapat haa, thank you for the beautiful moment. Meriah betul dia control pelamin dan gambar pon masyaAllah cantiknya edit. Boleh la fefeling nak cantik floles macam artis untuk sehari. Thank you for making us look gorgeous for at least on our wedding day. =)



4) Henna : Nina Erina
Affordable set henna for you guys yang nak cantik tapi bayar bawah RM100. Boleh suruh dia datang rumah lagi dan bahagiakan sedara sedari yang nak berinai dengan servis yang mantop.
5) Invitation card : Firejet Wedding
- Available in different package which let you choose within your budget. Sekali aku ambil backdrop, banner, bunting dan signage arrow. Thank you for good quality. Menyesal tak buat banyak2 since kad tak cukup 2 months before event. Tskk.



6) Doorgift bags and Guest Book - RM200/1000cps paper bag white color with your own design bagi aku berbaloi la. boleh klik sini > Langat Art 





7) Popcorn - Qaseh Qifran 
8) Bridesmaids outfit - Nagoya + buat sendiri ler haha
9) Florist + hantaran - Nilai 3
10) Underlayer Canopy - Mimie Canopy

        Special thanks untuk Mak Ayah, Mama Abah, Wan Hawa, Ummi Jamilah, Maksu Intan, princess2 kakna (emma & raudah), extended family pakngah makngah induk paksu ocik mokcik dan semua sepupu sepapat yang memeriahkan majlis dan tolong dari hari pertama sampai selesainya majlis. Tak dapat nak balas budi baik semuanya. Tak lupa adik2 ipar kak hana, terima kasih juga family Kedah yang datang dari jauh noh. Tak terkira jasa ='|Thank you for sharing this special day with us.




       Thanks a million to kesayangan LEADS, Btekians, UTeMians, colleagues yang datang jauh dari Melaka (jauh sangat hahaha), hockey teammates, kawan segila and to everyone yang singgah ke majlis kita ni sobss tak mampu sebut sorang2! I sincerely thank you for attending our wedding. Your presence meant so much to us. Thank you so much for the gifts and your time. Appreciate gila! InsyaAllah, I try to fulfill all your invitations time by time. 

      Tak dilupa warga KG Batang Rokan yang banyak bersusah payah untuk majlis ni. Kalau takda mereka tak jadilah kenduri ni okayy. Makcik pakcik memang power! 






        On behalf of my parents too, thank you so much to all! Congratulation and happy marriage to husband and me. I wanted to let all know it was an absolutely incredible and the best day of our lives! We had no idea a wedding could be as amazing as it was.

      Doakan perkahwaninan ni kekal hingga ke syurga. Terima kasih atas doa. Saya doakan kebahagiaan awak semua juga. InsyaAllah, yang masih mencari teruskan istiqamah untuk jadi yang terbaik dan jangan risau tak diketemukan jodoh lagi sebab Allah Maha mengetahui bila waktu yang terbaik untuk awak. Yang tengah merancang untuk majlis perkahwinan, good luck! Dan yang untuk dah berkawin tu, tengok gadis2 cantik bridesmaids aku jangan rasa nak kawin lagi pulak.




Happy faces:






Saturday, February 25, 2017

Bleeding for 5 months pregnancy Experience

Hye there. Be caution! This entry will be longer than usual :P

     It was started when I cleaned up my parents' house from dining hall to kitchen by myself on last sunday monday (12/2). On that time my husband was still in bed taking a nap after subuh while parents were out for some works. I did the cleaning cause one of my pets got cirit birit and whole house area was affected with small spot shit everywhere. Euwwww. To leave the dirty unclean until my mom clean it up was not a good idea tho as my mom pon still suffering with muscle pain. No one could handle it so yehh there I was. (I couldn't wait until my husband wake up, it was bloody dirty and smelly). I forgot that I'm pregnant hahaha. So that morning I spent my time to do the housewife's job like usual. Cleaning, mopping, collect rubbish and done.

      I got rest for 30 to 40 mins and continue to cook and serve lunch for my family. My mom suggested us to buy some dishes so that I tak payah masak. Idk why. I think cooking is wayyy better than buying. Then i masak la. Mengada sangat. I already felt the pain on my back. It was like normal pain after finishing an hockey match. So biarlah. I continue cooking and done.

      I rest, took our lunch and I went back to Melaka. Guess what, we did some groceries shopping that evening dengan tenangnya. Eventho i started to feel like so penatt nauzubillah and couldn't stand anymore. I didn't tell my husband. Nanti dia over react suruh rehat je kat rumah.

     We back home. Nothing happen. I laid on my bed as usual. Until that night I went to toilet for refreshing and found the brownish spot on my panty. I thought it was normal. I ignored it and slept zzz.

       Episode 2 happened on the next day. That was scary when I suddenly caught myself bleeding again. It was fresh blood! And banyak sangat. But still I ignored it for hours and went for lunch. I told my colleagues and their respond were cliche. They forced me to check with doctor at clinic and tambah garam pulak pasal miscarriage. I started to blame myself for not taking a fast action on it. Anxiety overload until I cried in the office sambil kemas barang2 nak pergi clinic alone. Hahaha. So dramatic.

       I drove home to take my pink book and  thanks god my husband was there singgah utk solat. I cried in front of him like a kid who lost her mom. He calmed me down and drove me to Klinik Kesihatan Ayer Keroh where I went for monthly pregnancy check up.

      Sampai2 je I told the nurse at registration counter about my bleeding. Suddenly they scolded at me as I supposedly go to hospital besar for further check up. They tot i was bleeding due to miscarriage. But I told them this bleeding iswithout ketulan and no abdomen pain (well, I did some research of miscarriage sign). I cried again lepas kene marah tu hahaha so kesian. My husband hugged my shoulder. His expression was so cool. 😂

      Directly they sent me to the doctor. Doctor interviewed me while her right hand wrote something on pink book. She did scanning my baby. Alhamdulillah everything was fine. Placenta didn't go low, baby's lung in good condition and no any abnormal figures on the scanner screen.

      She checked my uterus with an instrument which i didn't know what it is. What I know is the transparent instrument drove me crazyyyy and in pain. They took the blood sample inside my V and send it to lab. Doc gave me rest for 3 days. The reason of bleeding is unknown. They suspected due to hormonal changes or sexual intercourse. But still no fixed reason on why it happened.

        3rd episode is on next Tuesday after I changed my converter and cadar on my room. It was just a simple move (tak berat pon i guess) and puff belambak bleeding. I told my husband and as usual he gave his ceramah free without I was asking for. :P

       Lunch time, my husband singgah rumah and bought me lunch box. So sweet because he treated me nicely without scolded me on what was happened in the morning. Hihi.

      We decided to keep waiting and observe bleeding size until 3 days following as per doc's advice.

       For whole 3 days of MC, he did all the laundry, cooking, vacuum and everything unstoppable. Frankly speaking, he did cleaning more efficient than me. I just couldn't ask for more. Allah gave me someone that really love me and treat me gently during my sick leave. Alhamdulillah. He completes my life and will always be 😘

       I continued working on Thursday (16/2). No abnormal pain and body dah fresh. I felt more confident on that day eventho the brownish spotting was still flowing out.

         Suddenly the episode was continued when I got a call from clinic staff that evening and interview session was taking part. I updated them on what I went through for 3 days. She straightly asked me to come to clinic for further discussion on Friday. Talked to the doctor who is so soft spoken and really take a good care of her patient was very relief. She worried more than I was. Baby was scanned again and alhamdulillah everything was OK and in place but doctor still tak puas hati sebab she couldn't get the reasons yet due to insufficient tools to finish her report as I was suspected for having cervical incompetence (pangkal rahim lemah) which is scary to hear for every mom to be. Historically, my mom pon ada case ni during 1st and 2nd pregnancy. She got miscarriage for 1 time and pre-mature birth 1 time and I was her 3rd time pregnancy who was alive after she went for treatment and tied her rahim (as what she told me, sorry if my medical term is wrong).

The doctor then referred me to Obstetrics and Gynecology clinic at Hospital Besar Melaka.

          The journey was so uncomfortable and really make me lost my patience. Lets make it short, from 11 am I met the doc until last check up before I was finally warded and got a bed at 11pm. Duhh, it was a long dayy. Nasib baik bukan sakit nak beranak or else kalau tak haihh. But still I had to face it for my beloved baby since I know its low risk case compare to other's weird and high risk cases. I need to keep strong. Allahu.

        The conclusion from the doctor at OnG said my uterus and placenta are OK. No abnormal cases that leads to pre-mature birth or dangareous to baby. Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah for still not taking my baby away. =( Baby weight is normal but keputihan pulak banyak. So they need to observe my pad chart to ensure no serious issue coming up next. So I was warded that day. 




(20/2)
Yeyy, after 24 hours of no more bleeding doctor allowed me to discharge. Yuhuuu. It was a great news after 4 days with depression and anxiety disorder 😂 alhamdulillah. Gila tak depress, everyday I heard babies were crying out load with high risk patient everywhere. Depress cause I know one day I will be facing this kind of problem and I not readyyyyyy =( 


      But aside of feeling uncomfortable staying at hospital, there are a lot of valuable knowledge that I learned through nurses and MO/HO. Even I realized there were stupid answers from my stupid questions, I wouldn't  left my question unanswered hahaha. PR on screening monitor pon I busy body nak tau. Yelah, dah bosan. But the doctors and nurses were nice too and took a good care of me. 

      The other patients in the room (contains 4 patients including me) were very talkative. They shared their stories and experience of giving birth and make fun of it. Boleh pulak, mcm makan goreng pisang. In meanwhile, they taught me how to delivering my baby soon, what to eat and what shouldn't during berpantang. Sometimes I felt hard to adapt and not comfortable with their stories haha maybe sebab nyilu kot. I don't know how its gonna be in labour room, seriously kecut perut bila fikir semua tu. At the end, after seeing the baby all the pains disappeared. They really excited to see their baby even ada kakak tu dah 5 times pregnancy pon still excited nak deliver baby bongsu dia.

      As primid pregnancy, it is essential to take extra care on my diet, my movement and my inner health. Because everything seem to be new for me to handle. InsyaAllah, hope everything goes well. Banyak2 berdoa ya Hana. 

But still need to undergo follow up check with clinic. Reasons still unknown. Bleeding/spotting is still following out until today (on and off). Please pray for me and my baby =) harap sangat I kuat hadap semua ni.