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Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Kulination

Heyya gaiss,

assalamualaikum
since my last entry we didnt hear to each other so here we keep in touch again! thank you for clicking on my link and make a good decision on reading this for idk maybe just for fun or wasting your time there i will never care. but 1st thank you for keep reading!

yahhhhh, propose of this entry> i just wanna say thank you for all your doa cause now on, alhamdulillah i step up into a new world called 'kulination'.

What is that mean? owww kulination is one of the urban words that created by Hana Zainal who thinks she is the most hipsterrr and fabulous thinker in the worldd eww. haha. but seriously i wanna thanks God, my parents who never judge me from my pointer, my supportive family, friends of benefit, girls gossip team, makcik jiran sebelah who always compare my study duration with her daughter, dear lecturers and teachers, and allllllll of youuuuuu.

alhamdulillah
i had never imagined to become an engineer as long as i know, engineers need strong heart and mind which are not referring to me at all. but fate brings me here, where i lay now. Far from my hometown and once again... i never wanted to become like who i am today. its a long story until i realize this is my field, i took 4 years degree in engineering and i just cant let this thing wasted without applying it somewhere. Allah had planned the best for us He could, even when we think we are not good enough to carry. 

belanja la siked


people keep wow-ing me when i told them i started working a day after graduation day. idk what were their expectations. im not working in oil n gas company or else have big salary per month. i just working as a kuli and get paid end of every month for not more that 2.5k/month for basic salary. but still i take all that positively. that is how malaysian people congratulate other people hehe. 

but for me, it was scary dudeeee. to work with talented and knowledgeable colleagues. to be surrounded with support members from Japan, China and also foreigner workers which all of them get affect my output due to inefficiency in my communication. plus my intern experience was limited and how the 1st two months I struggled and put my 100% sense in observing, learning, thinking, making decision, give instruction, dealing with supplier and be cool when boss kept chasing you of non compliance issue hahaha. 

but still, this 2 months experience never make me an 'ENGINEER'. i am still learning on how to become like one and that is why most of the companies have probation period for their new employees. to let us learn as much as we could before confirmation is made. 

so let me tell you this, never proud of becoming an engineer because you never know how stress you could reach in a day, you will work like a robot to achieve your KPI and output thus you will never expect what problems you need to troubleshoot in future in order to achieve excellent performance. you need to be a fast leaner, creative and innovative to develop new systems or make existing things work efficiently which are so far i did nothing for my company bahhahahaggshahha. once you step in this industry, only God knows your takdirrr sis tokdir. more steps ahead to call me Engineer. im still young, and still in probation period =p pray for me!!




Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Malas

Aku tak tau lah kenape aku pishang sangat ni.
dari semalam sebenarnya.
takde mood nak rajinkan bontot mintak kerja. 

apa yang diorang fikir kerja siang malam?
sedapkan anak tekak makan banyak2?
untuk beli beras?
isi kekosongan?
responsibility?
Allah?

Aku sekarang ni dah jauh dari landasan berpraktikel.
entah kenape.
rasa shahdu betul nak habiskan belajar hahaha
pulak dah

malas dengan segalanya.
aku perlukan sesuatu.
tapi apa?

entah lantaklah di situ.
aku nak taip pon malas.




salam malas




Wednesday, June 10, 2015

Gunung Ledang, Johor


Salam korang,
Kembali menceriakan hari anda dengan cerita hana ahhaha.

Actually nak cerita experience hiking beberapa minggu lepas, sambil cerita boleh jugak buat rujukan para hikers yang nak ke sana. Ecece jangan mimpi lah. Aku malas nak buat tips ke ape. Ahhaha. Ni ada yang dah buat complete tips ke sana, sila jenguk SINI. Aku nak buat story style aku je haaa. 

2 minggu sebelum tarikh kejadian, Nizal kawan intern aku ada tanya nak join tak satu event ni bebudak CTS buat, asalnya ajak aku sbb nak cukupkan 20 orang je. Itu aku cerita kejap lagi lah. Aku nak sembang moment dia ajak aku hiking ni sabajap.


Taman Bonsai
Bermula saat dia tanye tu aku terus jadi gelabah nen sebab aku sangat2 nak join tanpa fikir akibat dan kesengsaraan yang bakal aku lalui. Ecewahhh. Gaya mcm tersiksa habis je. Jadi start hari tu aku punya menunggu 26 May ni mcm nak tunggu sambut baby hahahaha. Aku ajak D sekali dan 2 orang lagi old intern yang tengah menganggur kat rumah tak buat apa, si gay Prakash dan annoying Bush.


Bermula isnin malam macam2 preparation aku siapkan. Misalnya lampu suluh, topi masuk kebun, stoking panjang, 100 plus isotonik dan pelbagai lagi. Nak kate first time hiking tak jugak. Nak kata banyak kali hiking pon tak jugak. Okaylah, baru dua kali. Hmmp

Jadi geraklah kami satu kereta pada pukul 4.30 pagi dari Alor Gajah. Punya lah awal aku bangun kau tau tak! 4.15 bangun, 4.25 gerak rumah prakash letak kereta sana. Dalam hati asyik bersungut kenape kene bangun awal padahal Melaka-Tangkak bukan jauh mane pon. Bedah punya organizer hahahaha.

Sebelum naik boleh lah senyum kambing.

Dalam kereta jangan cakap lah mcmmana rancaknya semuorang bukak mulut. Sampai cerita aku dekat AUSP pon si gay dan bush nak bukak sama. Nasib baik lah D malas nak layan. Sangat happening walaupon diorang ni mcm jilaka siked.

Sebelum naik, ada satu declaration form, tagging list for visitors. Kita perlu isi apa yang kita pakai dan bawa and make sure korang bawak balik semua sampah turun ke bawah. Ada denda okay kepada mereka yang degil.

Jadi bermula lah journey kitorang pukul 9 pagi selepas selesai buat warm up sikit. Gugup jugak aku masa tu. Yelah kau bayangkan aku bawak berat sendiri dan beg berisi 2 botol air. Kalau terkehel kaki atas tu sape nak menjawap? Nak suruh orang dokong? Hmmp

Sebenarnya gambar dah serabut mane satu CP1 mane satu CP2
entah ahh malas nak fikior



Masuk hutan, niat cuma nak sampai ke puncak dan turun balik dengan selamat. Takde niat lain. Syukurla, takde apa yang mengacau dan masalah besar sepanjang perjalanan kitorang. As i heard a few days after our hiking, one of auo employee punya husband kene kacau dengan benda2 ghaib just because they went down masa maghrib. Scary gila boleh takk.

Alhamdulillah, aku, bush dan D gerak balik lambat (dlm pukul 8 baru sampai bawah) tak kene kacau apa2. Just seram sikit lah bila nampak pokok2 hitam dari jauh macam lembaga hitam tengah staring kat kite. Tak pakai spek pulak HAHA.

Bukit Semput

Sepanjang perjalanan takde ape yang merunsingkan kecuali rasa menyesal sangat2 masa mendaki tu gilaaaa what was in your mind hanaa for the first time Nizal ajak naik tu? Are you lost your mind? Tak padan gemok nak daki gunung ha ha ha. Tapi aku relax je, teruskan perjalanan sampai ke puncak. Bila sampai puncak sumpah rasa tak menyesal langsung. Berbaloi naik penat2 tengok view yang Subhanallahhh.

Sempat selfie like a bij
Kawan2 AUSP yang gila mcm lembu
Tapi masa nak turun pon jadi hal jugak kaki dah rasa ya allohhhh ape lah dosaku punya tersiksaaaa. Nasib baik kawan2 yang kelakar menemani hidup seorang hana di gunung ledang. Hana sangat bersyukur dapat kengkawan gini. Dah la handsome, kelakar pulak tu. HAHA. Nasib baik semua gay, kalau tak hana usha dah. EH

Yang sorang tu jadi peneman dikala kerinduan hahahaha krik

Dah sampai puncakkkkk!

Muka bahagia kemain

Saat bila semua kepenatan kau berbaloi bila tengok puncak gini. 
Bagi aku yang paling seksa bila dah sampai KFC (Killing Fitness Centre). Sangat perlukan kesabaran yang tinggi dan tak rapuh iman di dada dek carutan menggunung. Dekat situ lah aku belajar sesuatu, 'Kejayaan tu datangnya bukan bergolek, tapi dengan usaha dan semangat yang tak putus2 tiba mungkin dari lover, kawan2 dan juga pesaing2 hebat disekeliling. Diselit jugak suara hati, Hana with all your curses cant bring you up to the top of the mountain just in seconds. Maka bersabarlah'. Lesson learnt.


Thank you geng for having us!

Memang cerita aku berterabur sikit. Pengolahan ayat pon entah kemana tapi percayalah aku ikhlas nak share pengalaman sendiri ni. Dengan kerja kat sini dan ketidakfkusan aku sepanjang penulisan ni mungkin membawa kecacatan pada entri kali ni. Tudiaaaaa, sastera.

Tips aku simple je, sebelum kau nak naik gunung mana2 pon please do some research and study what kind of gunung kau kene hadap first! Bila dah study kau nampak lah apa kurangnya kau dan mcmmana nak improve before the date you deal to climb. Contoh senang, fitness kau.

Paling seronok dekat sini sebab boleh feeling2 spiderman melekat kat dinding
Try catch back all the fitness you had before and make some workout/jogging sbb hiking ni bukan macam jalan saje ke pasar malam. It needs your physical strength and make sure you have the shape in hiking sbb senang nak gerak in any kind of roads. Dah aku kabarkan tadi, aku takkan bagi tips naik gunung setebal buku text, korang just baca dekat SINI untuk ilmu lebih atau google je. Selamat Mendaki!


Buat kawan2, thank you for everything! Kalau ada salah silap sepanjang hiking harap maafkan. =D

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

You care!

Dear FM,

You know how much I obsess with my own pictures then gave me this. Thank you! This means a lot to me and you because we both have the same initial. I’m here to say THANK YOU and I LOVE U =)


Thursday, May 7, 2015

23rd Birthday Story


Salam everyone.

Thank you for visiting my miserable blog. First thing first before I think of what kind of story I will share to you here, my problem is to choose what language I will put on. Sometime, there are not easy to deal with English as well as my engelisshhh is not so damn good. Depend on story I guess.



So now, let’s start up with HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME! Hahahha. Actually, what I love of having the date of 28 april on calendar every year is the wishes from people around. I’m so impressed and surprised with the non-stop wishes because everyone prays for your health and wealth ehhe also pray for jodoh to come earlier. insyaAllah. =)




Some holidays celebrate New Year, some celebrate religions or famous people but when it comes to your day, everyone celebrates you! Yeyy. Hahahha. So on that day, my intern’s family surprised me with SR cake! How bless I am to have this circle that make me feel like a home. Thank you everyone, I kept this memory forever and hope I could do the same thing like what had you guys planned. It’s weird actually when suddenly Siti @ Tomen (my utem mate called her by this name) asked me not to fast on Tuesday because she wanted to buy me an ice cream as a birthday treat. I didn’t expect anything more than just an ice cream.
I was so shy at that time u nohhh
But on lunch hour, the old intern si Prakash came back to the company for some reasons smiled at me with his very fishy eyes. I thought he missed me that was why he looked me in a different way hahaha. Tapi rupa rupanyaaaa, he knew something was going to happen. Obviously, the tables were full with all intern mates and also mama Jerine who is our great lady in this AUSP. WEIRDDD, because mama not always takes her lunch together with us. They didn’t act like that day was not my birthday. Suddenly it was a cake with 2 candles on it, how surpriseeedddd :D

Jap tarik nafas, breath in and out.

They wished in the morning and were nice to me as usual but their action really showed something was going to surprised me during lunch hour. I share the same birthday with Yazory, the Jordan guy. Then I guess that was why it worth to celebrate with a cake for 2 birthday chicks : D 




My birthday 2015 was not the best birthday I had in my life, have to admit it but this year must be my most memorable day for my entire life because of the surprise and birthday song that they sang for me at company café. It quiet cliché but who else are given this mercy and bravery to sing and make noise in front of a lot of employees? Only my interns family, I love you all like my own family!!




It all started at 12 am on 28 April 2014. I slept 2 hours before and suddenly woke up at 11.30 pm just to drink some plain water. Hot night huh. I was alone on that night because my housemate took medical leave. But never felt empty when D is always there for me when I need someone to talk. Thank you D, I really appreciate your kindness and time that we spend together till now (tutup mukaaaa)


Although D always listens to my stories, he was not the first person to wish my birthday padahal tengah whatsapp tu. Guess the first person who never fails to wish my birthday on time? IT’S MY MOM. Yes, always number one wisher and she made me cried with her soft and touchable words. Tsk. I love you mak, more than everything. You are savior of my life and always be my BEAUTIFUL QUEEN from 28 April 1992 till now on.



close up siked hahahaha thank you dear fav people
yang sanggup karang banyak2 ni :D

Whenever I had leisure time, I checked my phone and people kept wishing me for goods. Even then I wasn’t give up to say ‘thank you’ :D Thank you again for your love and care dear friends and family.

crazy friend of mine. hahaha jilaka


May this year bring so much rezeki and rahmat from Allah. Next year will full of joy and celebrate insyaAllah =)

Eventho aku dah tua tapi masih ada yang beri kek hihi thank you! Yang tak boleh bla, member baik si Miqdad siap call tapi aku tak angkat then mengamok dekat whatsapp. Hormon tinggi sangat lettew. Macam dia yang mengandung.

Lastly,

Happy 23rd belated birthday for me! 

Friday, March 20, 2015

The 1st Month of Internship

Hello everyone,

Assalamualikum,

how are you guys? do you guys having a good day today? how was your days since the day i left you guys behind? hahahha jkjkjk 

i still here, love everybody around me and be loved. bhahahha perasan

thanks Allah for letting me free from classes in the early morning ;)) 
*i hate class in the morning*

just for your information i am sitting here in my office while updating this new entry for my followerssss (if there are still) yekyek

i do have own office.
yaddaaaaa i am at AUO Sunpower doing my internship here for 6 months. 
how time flies, i have been here for almost a month. i remember how was the first time i walked to the gate of this huge company and felt all alone, emptiness and no hope. (padahal ada je kawan hahaha) 

but yeahh its really weird to be at a place without my parents. =( 

i am sooo small compared to this huge building tskk
and its means i am nothing for it.


yaaa im 23 years old still depends on my parents in every single things. at least stand up by their advice. 

so for the first day my parents didnt say anythings accept to be careful and jangan belanja kuat sangat. hahahaha. 

even my first day at my rental house pon i buy all the needs alone, without my parents but with Zana. hehe

on that time i realized that i ni dah besarrrrr and need to handle it byself. insyaAllah i try my best =)

the interns, same day of induction. mira, tomen and maira.
dah sebulan, yaa i did learned something. oh before that, i ditempatkan di Quality Engineering Department. my supervisor is one of the senior engineers here. quiet silence and more to action. thihi

tapi yang jaga and guide me from day one is Abang Shukri. seronok because i can learn so many in a day (kalau masuk production la). most of the time takde keje pon. tapi kalau ade keje yaaaa mmg busy. nak makan pon tak sempat. 

i am in my own division in QA where my work scope is only on calibration. any tools that need to calibrate, im the one who follow abang Shukri to settle that sht hahhahha. quite interesting but a lot to study back then. kene baca procedure dulu before go in line. soo manyy, but slowly learn that too.


acah baca procedure kah

kalau tak ke production, i need to sit on my cubical and maybe abang Shuk will give me some exercises to do. and also the proposal. 

so far i involve in asking an auto notification of triggering system from management. masuk dalam bright ideas kot but surely its not my truly idea. by the proposal, yaa i did that with the helps of abang Shuk. 

Geng UTeM

so far here is the right place to be more friendly than i used to be. seriusly, feel so happy to get attached around happening group. kitorang like united gilaa siap ade whats up group sendiri for intern students after we had done with an event last two weeks. hehe 

Ramai intern hokay,, rasa mcm ukhwah sangat engkoooo


so what i can say is, life is too short to realize how time flies and now you are standing in the middle of study and work that you never imagine before how the real environment will be. 


5 months to go =)