They enlighten my journey on turf!

Melayan perasaan malam ni. Ya, perasaan ku tak tntu hala.

Dua hari lepas dapat berita pihak universiti tak hantar beberapa team ke MASUM termasuk team hoki yang merupakan team besar dan perlukan bajet yang besar juga.

Aku tak sedih pihak atas tak hantar pasukan kami ke event tu, tapi aku sedih nak terima kenyataan yang aku takkan lagi bermain dalam satu team dengan mereka.

Aku tak tau macammana nak gambarkan perasaan ni. Cukup lah kau tahu aku rasa kehilangan. 

Mari aku ceritakan satu persatu.

Ingat lagi saat pertama kali aku kenal mereka bertiga.

Kak miera, orang pertama yang aku berkawan. Ade satu post tak silap aku tanye dekat group utem akan kewujudan kelab hoki utem. Masa tu aku belum masuk utem lagi. Dia lah yang tegur aku, inbox aku dan nicely said ajak turun training. Aku dah happy gila sebab aku jumpa dah kawan buat training! hehe



the journey of my hockey life 
at utem is started here =)

Bukan main semangat lagi kan. Dalam apa-apa hal aku lebih suka rujuk dekat dia. She is too nice to people who treat her nicely. Serius, kalau dia start mengamuk to someone yg usik dia, you will know how bad she will be. Haahaaha. Pernah sekali team silat masuk bus and suddenly one of them said ‘busuknya'. Masa tu ada budak rugby dan budak hoki. Bus memang padat. Just one word and i remember how kak miera sound balik budak tu bertubi-tubi! Hahahha. She will be crazy!

Kalau tanye mane datang mulut puaka aku, nah i will proudly say that it come from my beloved kakak in utem! Kak miera. Hehe.

UNITEN 2013, the last game with her.

 She is like my sister. Laugh, cheers, semua dia buat untuk aku dan adik2 lain. Dia sangat baik dengan aku. Kebajikan adik2 bawah dia serius dia jaga. One memory that cross my mind bila sebut pasal kebajikan is when i got hitted badly at my leg by someone i dont remember and she was the one who cares like seriusly i got injured and about to die. haha.

MASUM 2012

Dia caring gilaaaaa i must said this biar boyfren dia sedar losing her as a caring woman is a wasted! Tak pernah marah aku dalam turf walaupon banyak benda aku buat salah. She spoke nicely dengan cara mengajar. Itu aku respect sampai sekarang!

She is pretty!

Kakchik pula aku kenal bila dah join training. Aku kenal dia sebagai seorang kapten yang tegas. Tapi banyak tolong aku dalam baiki skill aku. Kalau train dengan dia, tang jauh dia dah jerit aku. Dari situ aku belajar banyak benda.

MTUN 2012 (kakcik is beside me)

Sumpah kalau tanye apebenda yang paling buat aku rindu dengan dia, aku akan cakap jeritan atas turf. She is good at it. I learn so much and since last few month she got a job after finishing her practical, i could not hear her voice again on turf. Itu satu kehilangan. Aku rasa. Dan aku rindu.

Pernah sekali aku kene tengking oleh X dekat turf. Masa tu aku rasa down gila. Tak da sape tau aku menangis otw nak balik ke kolej kediaman. Aku tersentuh dengan X punya marah. Aku rindu kakchik punya teguran. Pasal rindu je aku boleh nangis =(

SAF UTEM 2013

Kak ai, ni paling puaka. Pertama kali aku jumpa dia masa tu aku turun training but there was no girls on that evening. Only me dengan budak2 lelaki. Fareed groupmate aku masa MHS so we decided to play together. Masa tu aku tak kenal orang lagi. Kononnya aku nak merasa turf la bagai. Masa tengah main main atas turf, ade satu kelibat duk perhatikan aku sampai aku rasa serba salah. Dia panggil aku keluar turf dengan muka garang, aku dah down. Macam budak kecik yang nak hadap kakak senior kaki buli lah masa tu muka aku.

INDOOR GAME UPSI 2012.
Masing2 main tunjuk langit kak tek the queen of the pic!
bhahahaha

Sampai je dekat dia, fuh dia mintak nombor. Macam artis aku rasa masa tu. Ahhaha. Rupanya she is the one who played for university. Utem player jugak. She got my number and messaged me bila diorang nak turun turf. She was Kak ai.

Kak Ai's Birthday!

Haha. Dia yang tinggal lepas kakchik dan kak miera keja. Means she is playing a new role as captain dalam team for a few month. She handled everything. Training dengan dia tak pernah tak gelak, at least i know i still have a friend on turf who i can laugh at bila kak miera n kakchik takde.

Dia suka jatuh! Hahahaha. Dan kami suka bahan dia dengan one of star utem. Deep from my heart, i wish they will be together sebab dua dua panjang hahaha! She is nice too! She is honest in everything and soft spoken kekadang. Tapi bila sampai waktu gila dia, hamek kau! Puaka sini sane. Hahahaha.

Haihhh now can you tell me which part i may not be sad of losing them three? They are my everything on turf, my friends in sport. My friends in real life. They three will graduate and hold a scrol. How nak eja natang gulung yang bakal dapat masa graduate tu? entah. as long as korang paham. thehehe!

i lost kak tek, and i yem fine. But i know i have to face the fact of losing this three candles sekali gus in one graduation! =(

I love this tangga so much! BHAHAHA!

I wrote this entry with happy feelings to recall perangai diorang. But the tweets bellow were created with a lot of feelings, mata berkaca i must say!

its hurt to know you do not own the last chance to play a game with the gang you love the most. Rindu KA,KC,KM! ♡ 

Sister bonding plays better than team bonding. We have both! I yem afraid of losing you three. :( 

How i wish i could hug them three with pap pap game on the turf with blue jersey for the last match. Dream high. :( 

One gone, KT. Three more to go. *Nangis*. Cannot brain with what those people did to us. We need one last game to say goodbye! 

At least once. :'( utem kejam! 

OPEN USM 2011. My first game with UTeM skuad.